I have to link to some online anger management therapists, if you need it.. Nothing but anger spews out of your mouth.. I just see so many people who are nonbelievers have a hard time dealing with their anger.. Seriously, I wish you the best.. maybeits time to do some soul searching and get some help
give a man a fish, you feed him for a day, teach a man to fish, he'll sit in a boat and drink beer all day"