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Bytore
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I will check into a detox place.
I know you all know I no dumb guy. Ok I'm an idiot!!! LOL!!!
What do ya do??? "Detox me mofo!!!".
If they make me sit around, and talk of God all day, I really will become "Allam". lol!!!
The bank has been super nice!!! I will not rob them!!! lol!!!
It is tough to say, but I need to detox. I mix my pills with booze. I love 99% of you so deeply. The other 1%, can kiss my mule!!! lol!!!
I have no idea how these places work. They feed you right???
It is time. The 99% will guide me!!! Or not!!! lol!!!
I have never lied to you about trading. I never would. What would be the point???
I guess the murder story was too much. I drank as much as any one could!!!
It does not go away. I have nothing to do with it, if I slap a fly, it's a bad day!!!!
For the fly mostly... lol!!!
I so have to detox!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GyBK...feature=related
"I do not think there is any thrill that can go through the human heart like that felt by the inventor as he sees some creation of the brain unfolding to success... such emotions make a man forget food, sleep, friends, love, everything.
Nikola Tesla
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06-28-11 04:42 AM |
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Bytore
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"am i to understand that you are entering a detox facility?? i have had my own struggles and im a witness to my father's current alcohol abuse. its hard to watch."
Yes Hightimes. I can be a little bad with booze and legal drugs.
It all has to do with sleep really. You do not get it right, you lose.
That is very kind of you Hightimes. : )
I trust I will still like the blues when done.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAeQjuTVmbU&feature=fvst
It is all being setup. The company most kind. I had to tell them I had a bug.
I tried going it alone, but too tough. Some will say it does not belong in a gambling forum, but it does.
I am one good trader when I behave. I am real bad at it when I do not.
AA was ok, except the speaker is in such rough shape, even after years of not drinking, I can barely understand a word.
All the meeting runners are the same. They speak in this monotone voice, I was looking for better I guess. Not "Tony Robbins", but a little better! lol!
It will take sometime, I let too much pain enter my body.
You can go for bike rides, eat almost raw vegan, but once the four wisdom teeth take over, you are finished.
I do not handle the pain well. Any noise at night, I wake up. And then all that pain.
I know I need the help, so I will go.
A gambler I have been all my life. I would have had the teeth pulled, but I am a gambler. I figured they would just fall out!!!! lol!!!
A dentist pulled one tooth once. I was in pain for months!!! I told him I could feel the pain as he pulled. He pulled it out anyhow. I bleed for days.
My trust of dentists was over!
If you are poor, you really do not get good dental work. You are thirteen years old, that is is a lot of newspapers to sell!! lol!!!
So I go. I trust they will fix a lot of my ills. My doctor is nice, but she don't understand.
We are 13 years old. We cannot blame bad financial decisions! "Maybe I should have sold golf turf instead...".
I will keep my sense of humor though!!!
"I do not think there is any thrill that can go through the human heart like that felt by the inventor as he sees some creation of the brain unfolding to success... such emotions make a man forget food, sleep, friends, love, everything.
Nikola Tesla
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06-30-11 02:37 AM |
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Bytore
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Very nice Markinc!!!!
I will you tell you one thing. This higher power. I do not where he lives!!!
Last night was rough. I keep the booze real low, as I just try to settle my nerves.
But, they would not settle!!! Well, you know how that works.
So I go to a bar. Honestly, I have not been to one since my father passed away.
Around the year 2000. I swore off the suckers!!! Bars. Could be 1998. I forget the time frame, but I am close.
I meet a guy, and I just wanna talk really.
You don't drink alone in a bar. He turns out to be the nephew, of the guy who loaned me money to start my virtual reality biz!!!
I am blown away!!!! That is near impossible.
It is a random night. I just figure to sit down and shoot the stuff about sports gambling!
I never know who does this song right. It is le blues!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mX4z...feature=related
"I do not think there is any thrill that can go through the human heart like that felt by the inventor as he sees some creation of the brain unfolding to success... such emotions make a man forget food, sleep, friends, love, everything.
Nikola Tesla
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06-30-11 11:55 PM |
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Bytore
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I suppose...
It was like ESP. The odds were like a million to one.
A random encounter. I just decided to go out!
I got bored sitting at the sports bar, and figure just to talk to people.
I need no more proof. It his freaking nephew. He has never met me!
As soon as I told him my name, where I was from, it all clicked like a puzzle!!!
The odds of that occurrence, stunned me!!!
I always type le truth. Best I can!!! lol!
All we needed, was a bout 10 VR junkies per day. That easy.
The investment was huge, about $250,000. The math was good!!! Since it was so new, the junkies would pay $20 an hour.
It all was perfect, until my main investor met the maker.
But to see that, a random night, not in bar in 12 years or so, blew me away!
I stayed out of bars, cuz they steal my money!!!
$5.75 for a draft?
Man I am behind the times!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aKo8...feature=related
"I do not think there is any thrill that can go through the human heart like that felt by the inventor as he sees some creation of the brain unfolding to success... such emotions make a man forget food, sleep, friends, love, everything.
Nikola Tesla
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07-01-11 01:54 AM |
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Bytore
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"what that reason is????...........only the Owl knows........."
It is higher power. We do not really know. I do not say it is the God of the people, for we have many.
I say one thing wrong about someone's God, war starts!!!
lol!!!
It is almost too crazy to be coincidence.
I look at five bars, I choose one. I could have chosen any of the five bars!!!
Without too much detail, I owned some of the first virtual reality equipment in Canada. It takes me months, programmers, money, to try get it to work!!!
I wanted them to program the gaming port. One programmer, who was very good, did a lot of free work for me. He gave up, and told me it could not be done.
The other was a weed smoker.
As long as he had is weed! lol!!!
He too, gave up, and he was good! University trained all.
Books stacked on the table.
In the end, I just thought one night. Possibly in a sleepy state. "We hack the keyboard!!!".
So we open a keyboard, and I say, solder it all to the arrow keys!!!! They tell me that is just plain stupid!
But it worked!!!
VR gear is simple, in the end. It is what guides ships. We would call it GPS today.
I mean it is complex, but it is just technology.
"Now boys, solder it to a game controller!!!".
My departed friend, who we lovingly called "Supertech", did all the soldering.
We had it!!!
I knew people would love to have a coffee, a beer, or whatever, to try this new technology!!!
I spent $1200 on a business plan.
VR was le trip. I used "Duke Nukem" mostly.
I managed to raise $250,000 to open a bar. My friend, my other best friend, put in three grand!!!
It was a go!!! We only need ten clients a day for break even!!!
Then the main investor, up and dies playing golf!!!
Headache he tells his friends, one hour later dead!!!
I only find out months later, cuz I was still working on the project, and went to see him. "No one told you? the doctor died.".
He was like a great friend!!! I cried, as I often do. At that point, I had no care for money. I lost someone I really loved, who was a guide to all things in life.
If I had business bugs, he was always there. Personal bugs, he would be there.
The story would be too long!!! lol!!!
But I was so upset, I gave up. I burn the biz plan, the BBQ was good!!!
Lamb. I needed starter fuel....
And that is how my friend, lost $3k.
I will pay it back, one of these days. No interest. He took chance on a wild idea!
He also ate the lamb. It was quite good really. In another life, I would be a chef!!! Apple wood smoked, for hours.
Then I found some maple wood. More hours!
My friends come by, and I have like four chops. They steal three off the fire pit!!!
Claim it is the best snack they ever had!!! lol!!!
Such is the blues!!! You win some, you lose some.
I had to tell my best friend, I lost the 3K. That broke me.
So I learn trading. I will show up one day, and teach him.
I got to get off these pills. I prefer not breathing!!!
It will take me weeks, and some rehab. I often play with fire, I made a mistake. This Rivotril hooks you, and you do not think right.
Legal maybe, but try stop it!!!
I will ok. I have tried to ask the doctor I have how to stop them. She is nice, but never there.
I like seizures more than this drug! I will be ok. I will defeat it. I need to take one, or I will be like a guy on coke! lol!!!
I will reduce the dosage myself. It is not like I have not died a thousand times. They are near death, but I do not like this pill.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q64aVDA-s3U
"I do not think there is any thrill that can go through the human heart like that felt by the inventor as he sees some creation of the brain unfolding to success... such emotions make a man forget food, sleep, friends, love, everything.
Nikola Tesla
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07-01-11 02:43 PM |
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Bytore
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This thread, it I is amazing really. I thank you all for the fine song!!!
See, we do not have to be this or that.
We can be, whoever we want to be.
I am learning that. I am trader, another is a gambler.
The funny part, at the table, in the bar, is a guy who tells me he lost thousands betting!!!
But he never used a bookie. It was all online. Nice guy too!!!
It is Canada. We can do that!!! Happy Canada Day all!!!
I have made more mistakes than average. I have also risked way more than average. Risk is part science, and I have always known it.
I will not die. I just need an epileptic fit. lol!!!
For sure, my whole body will be seized. But it just for a little bit. I get over them. And it is true, drugs can make you vibrate.
Legal ones. It is tough to describe. No sex involved. lol!
Every part of your body, starts to vibrate!!! Doctors tell you impossible, but look it up. I managed to quit one drug, the other will not easy.
Ok, off to have a fit!!!
If I am not back in three weeks, I might have died!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oovb...=1&feature=fvwp
"I do not think there is any thrill that can go through the human heart like that felt by the inventor as he sees some creation of the brain unfolding to success... such emotions make a man forget food, sleep, friends, love, everything.
Nikola Tesla
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07-01-11 03:00 PM |
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Bytore
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It was quite the fireworks show!!!
Canada day, it was nice!!!
There is much war ahead of me. I got to beat up Betfair horse traders!!!
I like to relax before war. They are not unbeatable. All things look that way, with the wrong glasses on.
I was able to beat them with simple moves, but you know the bug of a trader???
We complicate our lives. There is no reason to do so. We must test as many moves as we can, for max return.
I suppose, if I concentrated, I could take them for $200 a day.
To make certain, I will start with $20. To make .50 cents a trade. There at least 30 a day.
I saw my error one day. I would win, but jump back in!!!
That is trader stupidity!!! lol!!!
There is a race every 10 minutes, for about 5 hours a day . I must teach myself, to relax, once I grab the profit. I did not play for .50 cents. lol!!!
It is to teach yourself, a lot of this trading. If you have a good move, do you really need another???
Once you have a good one, keep it!!!
Some days, it does let you down. That is trading. Learn the move, and the future takes a leap. Tabernac, you win money!!! lol!!!
We are so dummy by times...
"I do not think there is any thrill that can go through the human heart like that felt by the inventor as he sees some creation of the brain unfolding to success... such emotions make a man forget food, sleep, friends, love, everything.
Nikola Tesla
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